sad. i didn't get into the harry potter english class :[ maybe next year?
i've realized all my song selections somehow revolve around fandom now. specifically supernatural. for example? i am listening to "the kill" by 30 seconds to mars because i watched a fanvid. and i really don't like 30 seconds to mars. at all. odd.
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So, he remembers Dean in Hell instead (because, then, it only hurts in a way that is separate, outside, uninteresting) and how Dean could never, will never, forget Hell, how he carried it with him, still does probably, and Castiel wishes he didn't, tried to beg him not to, even when the words didn't sound right. How may